NAGPAKASARAP

Last Thursday (April 10, 2008), a friend texted me while I was in Sta. Barbara, Iloilo:

 

Friend: musta ka jan? aus, nagpapakasarap ka jan ah! hehe..

 

Varian: Ahek? Hndi ah.. D kya masarap d2, boring nga eh..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

As the plane landed earlier at NAIA, realization hit me on the face.

 

Oo nga, nagpakasarap ako..

But not with the place,

But with my relatives.. my loved ones.

 

The bad thing was,

I did not realize that at first.

 

The worse thing was,

I denied that I, indeed, was having fun.

 

And the worst thing was,

I denied that fact even to myself.

 

Now it hurts to realize that I am now sitting at home,

and not with them.

 

Damn.