The Peak (Howler sent, part 3)

In exactly four weeks, a new chapter will unfold.

The last 19 months was like a rollercoaster ride for me. Unexpected loops, unintentional twists and unparalleled pace were the unforgettable highlights of this so-called “joyride”. I don’t have any regrets, I achieved what I needed to achieve in my opinion; I learned a lot and unlearned a few more.

I know that the difficult part of this endeavor is not merely the “goodbye” part, but the process of facing new challenges ahead without the family that I’ve been used to. Yes, new birth pains are lurking to strike me. But with the experiences and knowledge that I’ve gained, I’m pretty sure I will be able to handle these tests in the nearest future.

Yes, I have resigned. I will be leaving my company in a span of four weeks starting today. I have to. I need to. I want to.

The dream is still alive, that’s my promise…

The Verdict (Howler sent...)

Don't stop believing...

At last, after weeks of contemplation, anxiety and excitement, the Howler has been sent. Though there's still a few needed tweaks, at least it's already been given to the Ministress of [Dark] Magic (duh?).

Who would've thought that I would be an Auror this quick?! This is indeed a dream come true. And for that, I thank everyone who prayed for me. Finally, the path is clear: nothing's been wasted; I'm illuminated with the brightest future so far; and of course, the dreaded final step paid off.

Honestly, I can't wait for that very day. I want to start fresh. I want to embrace bliss. I want to own the dream.

Oh, I just did...

Don't stop believing...

Journal Entry #1

Dear Journal,

Gloomy days are here once again thanks to these ever beloved DeMentors [Demented Mentors(?)] who never fails to ruin every good thing that's happening. Spare me some Felix Felicis, I think I might have to drink plenty starting now. Is this the right time to send the Howler again? If I remember it right, the last time I sent one was last year. Honestly, that idea has crossed my mind this morning; the Howler would end all this mess. But I'm giving them until... perhaps this weekend to clean this all up. As I quote one of the DeMentors: "I'm sick and tired of blah, blah, blah..."

I know everyone has their inner stupidity attached to them. Though it's a shame, some of us really don't know how to control it. So here's the thing, don't infect those who are celebrating life's positivity! We don't need pathetic and inexcusable reasons of why this should be that and those to be whatevs! Go ahead and number our heads from 1 to 5, but please don't suck all the happy things and thoughts we've been having because yes, WE deserve them. And if I say WE, I really mean WE—and that doesn't include any of you of course.

Thank goodness I am only tempted of cursing you all. But if I could, I would: one by one, I will tear you down. I will make sure that you will fear me and my presence would haunt you even in your sleep. Lucky you, I can't afford to loose my sanity and do all these...