choose - [verb] 1) to select from a number of possibilities; pick by preference. 2) to prefer or decide (to do something). 3) to want; desire.
choice - [noun] 1) an act or instance of choosing; selection. 2) the right, power, or opportunity to choose; option. 3) an alternative.
Choosing the right choice. If my memory serves me right, the last time I did this was like - last year? Yes. The last time I checked, I was able to have finally what I deserved. Though the happy part of choosing has come to an end months ago, the longing process lingers more and more - deeper and deeper.
Rejection has befriended me a lot of times. If I was to be an option, I would always end up being the loser. It hurts, it pierces through my marrows. But what should I do? Be like them? Hell no, I am no player.
I miss having a choice. I miss exercising my right to choose. But above all, I miss the feeling of being someone's only choice - I miss being chosen.
choice - [noun] 1) an act or instance of choosing; selection. 2) the right, power, or opportunity to choose; option. 3) an alternative.
Choosing the right choice. If my memory serves me right, the last time I did this was like - last year? Yes. The last time I checked, I was able to have finally what I deserved. Though the happy part of choosing has come to an end months ago, the longing process lingers more and more - deeper and deeper.
Rejection has befriended me a lot of times. If I was to be an option, I would always end up being the loser. It hurts, it pierces through my marrows. But what should I do? Be like them? Hell no, I am no player.
I miss having a choice. I miss exercising my right to choose. But above all, I miss the feeling of being someone's only choice - I miss being chosen.
10 comments:
hell I miss that too. you're too good to be an option that i know you know...
Aww..
Thanks..
Bothered lng..
Kaya emo na naman blog..
Hays..
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aww.. :(
Don't be sad..
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it's harder when you think you're chosen and somehow it shows pero anlabo, parang di totoo.
learn how to be a player. it's fun too. but sad somehow.
It's really hard - the pain sears slowly like hell..
I actually planned on becoming one, but I still am hesitant..
Parang di ko kaya maglaro ng iba..
Martyr no?
Hays..
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being chosen is really an ego-boost...
sometimes, kahit hindi mo gusto yung pumili sau,
you get a kind of pride na ikaw ang pinili.
not being chosen is quite troubling...
but after a while, you learn,
its quite relaxing.
and you'll learn to say
buti na lang,
hindi ako napunta sa kanya.
"I miss having a choice. I miss exercising my right to choose. But above all, I miss the feeling of being someone's only choice - I miss being chosen."
sOo luv it!
great!
In my case..
I'm considered an option kasi at first - then biglang hindi ako mapipili..
Masakit yun eh..
Pina-asa ka, umasa ka.. WALA.
Thanks for your thoughts..
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Thanks!
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