Numbness...

I can’t help it. I feel pathetic.

Why is it so hard for everyone to just accept things like it is? Is it really that hard to suck it all up? Is selfishness the answer to get what you really want?

Given the chance, I will improve myself. If only such things are to be achieved in a snap of a finger! I’m pretty sure to be on top!

But despite this awful numbness and stupidity that I am feeling right now, I still want change. Some changes, “some” would do. I am still in the hopes of a better feeling tomorrow and on the coming days. I know that if I maintain this spark of positivity that I have within me, I can make myself shine brighter than ever before. I will do everything to fulfill this.

This year will be mine. This year IS mine. I am claiming it now.

Accio Success.