Journal Entry #1

Dear Journal,

Gloomy days are here once again thanks to these ever beloved DeMentors [Demented Mentors(?)] who never fails to ruin every good thing that's happening. Spare me some Felix Felicis, I think I might have to drink plenty starting now. Is this the right time to send the Howler again? If I remember it right, the last time I sent one was last year. Honestly, that idea has crossed my mind this morning; the Howler would end all this mess. But I'm giving them until... perhaps this weekend to clean this all up. As I quote one of the DeMentors: "I'm sick and tired of blah, blah, blah..."

I know everyone has their inner stupidity attached to them. Though it's a shame, some of us really don't know how to control it. So here's the thing, don't infect those who are celebrating life's positivity! We don't need pathetic and inexcusable reasons of why this should be that and those to be whatevs! Go ahead and number our heads from 1 to 5, but please don't suck all the happy things and thoughts we've been having because yes, WE deserve them. And if I say WE, I really mean WE—and that doesn't include any of you of course.

Thank goodness I am only tempted of cursing you all. But if I could, I would: one by one, I will tear you down. I will make sure that you will fear me and my presence would haunt you even in your sleep. Lucky you, I can't afford to loose my sanity and do all these...