Conquering the dream...

It's been two years, did I waste my chances?

Gone are the days where I can just simply sit comfortably in a corner and watch the clouds fade in and out of sight. If I am to assess myself based on where I am right now, I'd say I'm stuck; on where I've been to, I'd say it wasn't enough; and on where I plan to be 5–10 years from now, I'd say living my dream. Funny, yes, but I still dream the same dream for years. The downside was, it felt like it's been slipping away from my supposed and pretentious tight grip... and just today, I fought back—I tried to hold that string of hope once more.

My usual morning sickness-cum-routine welcomed my day, but there's something different about it: I had smirk on my lips and fire in my eyes. You ask why? For this is the day I've been dreading for years! As what they say, put your eyes on the prize; but today for me it was put your effin' 112% for this chance of reaching the dream.

Smoke, sweat, noise, travel time and heavy traffic didn't hinder me and my vested-ensemble-of-a-sharp-look to conquer Pasig City. My dream lies there, my dream is there...

And now as I start to count the days and contemplate whether my ala-beauty pageant answer was enough, I'll stay positive. No, I won't sit comfortably in a corner just to watch clouds fade in and out once more but I'll happily and wholeheartedly thank the Lord for this opportunity and ask His humble guidance.

So did I waste another chance? I don't think so.

SPOTTED [2]

SPOTTED.
History repeating itself, again and again.
Is it just me, or is Lonely Boy being punished by the Almighty?
A different hunger struck him late this lunch, and I heard he struggled to keep his appetite.
Oh c'mon, who could even resist that—I admit I couldn't and WOULDN'T either.
To taste it again? Hell Y-E-S.
Just learn to play your cards well Lonely Boy...
And don't forget to wash your hands after, germs are everywhere.

xoxo
GossipGuy

SPOTTED [1]

SPOTTED.
Lonely Boy chasing after a big(?) dream.
Is it true he got lost, as in literally?
I heard there was a loud surprise, and a flashback.
Looks like this has been a very tiring but not a rewarding day for him at all.
Careful Lonely Boy, don't bite more than you could chew—suck it up.
Remember: Never ever, ever loose hope.

xoxo
GossipGuy

I solemnly swear that I'm up to no good

Funny how time flies…

I’ve hibernated for over a year, and going back to one of my “first loves” makes me feel somewhat happier. Don’t get me wrong, but honestly, I missed doing this—I missed this a lot. After months of contemplating whether I should blog again or not, here I am now, caressing the tiny buttons of the keyboard and making love with my thoughts to finally express again that one-liner I’ve been proud to say ever since: I love writing.

They say you can never put a good man down. Well they’re right: I’m not good enough, so no one will ever bother to put me down. Except of course for those who are indeed envious of who I am and what I am. But let me clear just one thing, I’m not here again to simply conform with your so-called norms; I’m back because I want to, I’m back because I need to.

From this day forward, expect nothing but… just figure that out.